I feel like

up and down
and all-around
and then UPSIDE DOWN
and then turned around

and then happy
and then crappy
and then sappy

and then glad to be alive
and then I have to strive
cause only then, I thrive

and sometimes it bites
but other times it's right

and inconsistent me
finds myself crying out for consistency
CONSISTENTLY

and the only thing that's not
loop de loop
and capricious
and maniacal
and vexatious
and wrong
the only thing
that's not these things
is a thing
that doesn't even deserve to be called a thing
hmm, more respectful, I'll try: Thing

but anyways, it's Him
when things grow dim
or slim
or grim
it's Him

He's everything I need
whenever He's in the lead
whenever He proceeds
I exceed
I just wish sometimes He'd intercede
because... I forget

but,
when I chill
and seek His will
I get fulfilled
and life seems still
<3